Would love to lose weight and be happy with me!
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This Buddy last logged in at 26-10-2006
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This is my story
I'm a 25 year old mature student who is really down about her weight. I get really frustrated because I 'know' what I'm supposed to be doing to lose weight and I 'understand' why I am overweight but for some reason I can't seem to pull myself together to actually lose it.
I have always been chubby and got bullied quite badly at school for being fat. The most I have weighed is 14 Stone 4 pounds about 4 years ago, and after 3 months abroad a couple of years ago I was down to 10 and 1/2 stone. Since I returned from travelling my weight has been creepiing up and I am now just under 13 stone.
I am disappointed in myself because I was the thinnest I've been 2 year ago, and I've let myself go again.
I think I am overweight because I eat when I'm bored, unhappy, lonely, excited, tired etc... For some reason food seems to have stopped being fuel and something to enjoy and has become an emotional prop. Also, I am scared to loose weight (which doesn't help at all!), because I hate dealing with unwanted male attention. When I'm big, I don't get any, so it is easier. Cor - now I've written it all down, it has made me realise what a mess I'm in... Probably need a shrink! Anyway - that's me.
