im a happy fat girl hiding behind a smile
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This Buddy last logged in at 08-09-2008
Birthday: 15-01-2007
This is my story
i am a very happy go lucky girl that hides behind the mask of a smile like most fat people do everyone always says what a happy person i am if only they knew the true me and how i can often cry myself to sleep on a night time cause i had gone shopping that day and couldnt get into that nice black dress i so wanted. I was a slim child child infact skinny before puberty then i started puberty at an early age and become from chuuby to fat i wen to weight watchers with my mum at the age of 13 weighing 13 stone and lost 3 stone i began the problems when i started having children at jus the age of 17 i now have 4 and my last pregancy almost killed me when i developed a dvt and was fighting for my life they told me afterwards that my weight would not of helped with this but even so i have still continued to put weight on he is now 7 and at 21 stone i have finally had the confirmation for my gastric op which i know will change my life
i have the date for my by-pass 15th january im now on my jelly and soup diet i need more will power now than i have ever done in my entire life god this is hard and its only been one day he he he hope u will be seeing less of me in future x
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