just want the outside and the inside to match
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This Buddy last logged in at 31-01-2012
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This is my story
My story will be similar to many others.
I have always been overweight. Married to the man of my dreams at 17, 2 children followed soon after. 20 years later and almost 17 stone I couldn't live any longer in the body I was wearing, it did not fit, it was not mine and I hated everything about it.
My husband told me he loved me as I was, didn't mind that I was fat and my self esteem was on the floor.
I paid a lot of money to have a gastric band fitted, I had to as I just could not go on living a lie any longer, who was this person in the mirror??? My life changed overnight. The person inside was fighting to get out, the fat, ugly woman had dies and in her place, a determined and successful woman was reborn! And she had guts, she was fiesty and strong!
Things happened in my personal life that turned it into a world of pain and I am ashamed to say, fat me resurfaced and the spiral of not caring started again.
This went on for almost two years, it is almost the third year now. But this slimmer worm has turned, no more settee and 'yes dear,whatever you say'. 2010 has to be my year, i can't be that person any more.
Looks like the weight is shifting again, so its 'hello real me!!!'
