Fat and nearly 40
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This Buddy last logged in at 22-09-2006
Birthday: 27-10-1959
This is my story
I was always slim as a child and when I got married I was 9 stone. I had my first child a year later and gained 3 stone during pregnancy and lost 2 of it after the birth. I never thought being 11stone was an issue but everyone around me did so thats when I started dieting. 3 years later now over 12 stone I fell pregnant with my 2nd child and again I gained another 3 stone. Yet again I lost 2 stone of that weight but now I was 14 stone. I have been trying to loose weight for 15years now and Im now heavier than I have ever been. I hate myself and have lost so much confidence that it affects my family life. I have a lovely husband and 2 lovely sons who are very outgoing and like to have fun but my lack of confidence and being overweight hinders me. I havent been in a decent family photo for years. I still try to have fun and socialise as much as possible but I always feel like everyone is looking at me in disgust. I have given up the diets and Im now trying to stick to three meals a day which is hard and I joined a gym in March. I go to the gym three times a week and feel so much better for it. Im 40 this year and I always promised myself that I wouldnt be fat and fourty.