If its to be its up to me
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This Buddy last logged in at 31-01-2008
Birthday: 14-05-1963
This is my story
I left school on a high I was 8.5 stone the lightest I have ever been. I was so proud of getting rid of my excess weight. It was fantastic having all the boys chase me and being able to shop and wear anything I wanted.
I got married to a chef and the weight piled on I went to 16.5 stone. I hated it so I went t see my doctor who gave me duromine (diet pills) . They helped me lose 4 stone but I started getting bad panic attacks . I now wish after suffering panic disorder for the last 20 years , that I had never taken them.
I remarried and was happy until I started putting on weight. I ate the same size meals as my husband but he went the gym ever day and swims most evenings as we live by the sea. My weight I believe has also stopped me conceiving. I desperately want a baby but am now 43 and weigh 21 stone.
Every waking moment I think about my weight I wake up at night thinking about how I must lose weight. I don’t overeat just the wrong things. My husband is worried about me I am worried about me and I think my weight doesn’t help my breathing which causes me to panic. When I panic I feel I need to eat as I go light headed.
I have a problem with my back and so have to be careful about exercise last time I danced the night away my knees gave up and I couldn’t walk for a couple of weeks because of the extra weight I am carrying.
I know if I want to be slimmer it’s down to me. I am petrified of hospitals so weight loss surgery is out of the question for me.
I am hoping that this site will provide me with the motivation I need to succeed. I want to be me again.
